Rewind and rejoice ..

When I was a kid my daily night prayers was always the the same - let me wake up to brand new happy day in the world. World meaning MY small world ( quite a long list though ..family , extended family mostly and yeah "the rest of the world"). I used to run some kind of story in my head where I live with all these people who mean to me in secluded place which is very self sufficient and where there is only happiness.. imagining this little ideal world I used to just sleep..Fairytale like...!

Funny , thinking about this now for many reasons . These dreams ebbed away gradually with out any trace as reality sunk in .. So many questions in one little brain about the design of life..Why does everything have an end? Why do people just walk in and out of your life? Why happiness or sorrow? Why the disparities and differences ?Why do we live when we get out this world with nothing? Why is nothing permanent except change itself ?? ..

Probably life is just a crazy ride - with so many ups and downs, twists and turns; the actual purpose , path and destination really unknown; people come and go - some stay longer , some make more impact , some we forget.. We seek out reasons to explain everything around us or some just tag it as fate or whatever..Peoples priorities change with time ; we just move on busy with our own lives .. But there are moments when you just want to go back in time and re-live certain periods over and over again ..The best way to turn the silent tear to a joyful smile is by simple escapism into a dream land like a child or just freezing ; savoring the moments and replaying it as memories .. After all we do not posses anything excepts our own self